HIS LOVE BENCH

I claimed to have found a LOVING GOD in my darkest and lowest.
Sooner than I could think, my feelings began to question that LOVE.
Sooner than I could think, my mind wandered into useless thoughts.
Sooner than I could think, I began to backslide.


ME:
Did I really meet God?
Am I sure God loves me?
Am I doing enough to keep myself in His good books?
Is my name even in His Book of Life?
Does He still love me as He did?
Why don't I feel His love any longer?
Did the blood of Jesus really cleanse all my sins?
Am I clean enough?
Is my fasting sufficient?
Is my praying sufficient?
Is my worshipping and praising enough?
Is my reading of the bible enough?
Can I still call you Father?
Are you still my LORD?
I feel lost.
Help me!
Speak to me!


HOLY SPIRIT:
We find love, and quickly, we let go of the very thing that made us long for each other—US!
The love began with a YOU and an I, not place, time or activities.
The venue was everything because YOU and I were there.
The time was everything because YOU and I were there.
The activities were fun because YOU and I were there.
YOU and I made the venue memorable.
YOU and I made the time worth it.
YOU and I are the memory.
The love journey all began with YOU and I.
To feel lost is to lose sight of the (YOU and I) equation.
To question my existence is to lose sight of the (YOU and I) equation.
To doubt my love is to lose sight of the (YOU and I) equation.
Love is because WE (YOU and I) are.
We (YOU and I) are all we need to make everything worth it.
The focus is YOU and I, not places and activities.
Keep your eye on ME!


GOD STILL LOVES YOU!
Remain in the blessings of God as you remain in Christ.